this blog of mine have been dead for quite awhile now..
and imma revive it back right now.. okay guys.. *wink*
i've been feeling down lately this few days..
seeing my results really discourage me to let my parents know bout it..
there's a slim chance for me to be promoted as my english was badly done..
i've total up my overall and it seems that i desperately need to have those few marks to pass..
im not worried over my other subjects..
as the criteria to be promoted is to pass english and other two best subjects..
what i've got to do right now is to pray hard to god..
even though it's a little too late but with this sincere prayer i really hope to be promoted..

:'(

lets leave that topic aside for now..
school holiday is just around the corner..
i've planned to work during the break time..
i wanna feel how the hardship both my parents felt to support me,feed me,educate me for all this year..
it sadden me to see how they felt , their facial expressions after work.. and here i am fooling around wasting time..
oh god what have i done.. ??
and with the upcoming results i have to show em' .... ?????????
i don't know what to do,what to say.. somebody , someone HELP me PLEAASEEE... !!! GOD.....
HAIZZZZ.....
god give me the strength to face all this calmly.. i really need you..
i just got no mood to do anything right now..
i got to go..